Husa
Handfull of papers
Pride.
You can t have me.
The virus is now in you.
You are pregnant with the child.
Do you know that feeling when you go on toilet but after you finish there is no paper ,I mean enough?
Good,now let s bring this shit on.but you know what? Nevermind.
23march 2009.i remember
Her pale face. The hair. Everything seems unreal when she looks.dreaming with open eyes. Fascinated? Yeah
First time when I realized that you have to be in shape like a champion bodybuilder,to say jokes faster than Colombo and finally. To look like Kelvin Klein second adept. That s right second motherfucking adept. All being said than done, we .. , and me , I quit the shit.
I quit.
First tits that I ve touched in public and some more was achieved when I was fat ,ugly, and not quite shaved.
So how a man should look like then? Are you a blond? If not,you ve gotta do something about it. First rule..
Stop listen to god damn gay music. Don t music give me the courage or mood course it s not worth it. I'm not going to listen you. I use to hairstyling in a fountain years ago,course in 5 mins I meet somebody . So no gay shit?
A music playlist of a grown man should look like anything from metal to symphonic. This is it. But in a while spend just one hour to wach out for the mess,that right be a fagg . You have to know what you hate .
Love the way you go.
Free books for everyone ! Not that free..
What to eat. Between diet and just eating is one difference . Pleasure. Diet is restriction. A good word used in fucked up combinations and with very bad reputation. But just eating is freelancing in the hole for Jesus Christ. And " in between you seem to count those calories " is a story. As long as you realize I'm not the devil anymore for one good reason: helping,you should trust me then. So right up. You are going to eat all the protein sources among with fats when it's light outside. From 7 in morning to 6 in night.
Duringthis process you need 3 glasses of water. From 6 in night up to 9 you are going to eat no matter what. But just processed ,sugary ,salty, fried things, fast food,junk shit ,but no meat. And eggs. Freelance in hole with the rest, ok? 3 glasses of everything. Absynthe ,works. Even milk.
Hahahaha
Workout?
I tore my left bicep 2 days ago, that I cannot straighten this arm at all.what good for? I need 100 proteins a day. Yesterday I took half . If you are going to train as fuck make sure you get the food. How the fuck are you going to grow if not from the eating?
Even steroid requires more food, more nutrients.
Fine. You are going to isolate you muscles .no worries, 10 push ups is your man test. Find everything bout Vince Gironda out.
Warning: this book was initially wrote in happiness but now it become ,little by little.. A dark place . With pain. I am literally in pain writing this book. Not mentaly, but psihiqually. So any attempt to outshine those words drag by itself... Pain.
hahahahahaha
Chapter 1.
Why was to be a chapter one? A specialized spectrum of viewing the uptime goal of power satisfied by a huge amount of glutton . It is glutton a sin? Do we need sins? What have this to do with our acknowledge about god? How can we help our premise staying in shadows? Can we make omelet without cracking some eggs? It's essential and vital to kill ? Not just plants. Well it must be something beyond this chapter veiled by a sarcastic amount of dark humor and laughter. Trivial. It is all begin with damnation . No matter who why and why or who , I was raised in a very small house. It doesn't matter if you have money or not. Everything was to damn expensive. You can't have it. A pair of socks was just fine to steal but some jeans , oh man, jeans . You can't buy them or sell them or... You get the idea. A pair of jeans was to mines ...beloved ones like a sanctuar with holy jesus on the top and the Marie sucking his holy dick.The more you want the less you have. And I didn't know that socks damage your capillar and affect even you nervous system. Not all of them. If I would ware socks i will make damn sure that I ve got a brand new 60 years ago type. You can't fuck around with old school. Or,ballerina type. You wear it in shoes. Expensive tough. Otherwise it will become a big housekeeper of dirt ,smell, and some more of it.
It is not simple to argue . If you tell anyone that sleeping only in night and only,could reduce the gyno syndrome for mens with99%they goona say you are crazy. If you tell them that you can approach girls by being a jerk ... They are going to say that you are insane . If you tell them to eat more salt and reduce the carbohydrate intake... They are going to ask you what "intake" word mean. But if you tell them that socks hurt your feet.... Well. You ve got it. Gees even Isaac was a little bit concerned about his applications.
Remember: this is not a self help book.
You can only drink 1 liter of water at time. And hopefully vomit it back .
Did you know that in dessert is more cold than in other places comparing day and night randament? And there you have more chances to live if you know of course the map than if you were born in Kazakhstan?
I said to live. Not existence.
Fuck.
Yeah.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !
In me. The. One in me. Religion, creation,negative.
Never make friends. Enemies are enough. The morning fear show no mercy. Wach out . Love your enemies. Feed them. When they are big enough, gonna fly around your head. Look for their reflection. May I love my enemies. Tchaikovsky never taugh us enough. There is no anger. No war. Our reflection about things. It is called perception or simple : glasses. Sometimes you need to change your ones.
The negative.
Eat what others eat. In secret, make your diet. Don t change completely at a time. Seem imperfect , be sorry ,you can t more. They need to see emotions. Of course ,share with them , in their presence , what they wanna see.and not the real one......never. Your war is satanic. You want to kill.
One in me.
Systemic im gonna show you a little demonstration:
Ten years ago I was masturbating in a store caled ... Let's say Corn. There was no one inside but the seller. A woman. Old. Me a small boy with one paper valute in my pockets ,looking is searching. that anywhere a thing can be done. I have no memories about the consequence. So how it's begun? First job of mine was in a store, same. So without knowing about that, below the fridge is a mirror. Round . I blessed my father and I hide in Corn backs corner covered with big ass chips storage . The rest is history. I jerk off on some biscuits. From back then I hate them and love them. Chips you meme it,my best bet.
So. Living inside for 6 mins,I get out with one Handfull of candies. I forgot what I camemfor. So I ate then shit and that was.
When you do it. Do it.
Probably you're doing fine so ,maybe you don t recognize God. You know what ? god exist. And no one has any prove for it. Just words.
The world will alway prefer to talk instead of act. When you're not sleeping or eating,listen books or exercise.
Abstinence,man. It is easy.
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When you have a purpose.
Did you know that a human should never reject ? Allow everything and make them your aliate.
Worship aggression .
Fuck you.
Be calm as Jesus. Kill like Satan.
66+(13.7 X 97)+(5 X 177)-(6.8 X 21)=. 1328.9. 885
142.8
=2137.1
I'm scared of being loved of women's. It is not nice to complicate more than sex. Any relationship is bullshit. A huge scam and bullshit. Don't trust anybody for nothing. If they sell you something you've gotta pay for it. Dom t go that further to not be able to do your shit. Get a job be happy do your ahit. You ain't go rich. Unless you hate it and you don t want it. Brilliant minds always don t take more than can bite.
Fuck you!
Don't forget to hate me.
Now I ve closed my eyes,if its killing,better kill them all.
Etesinudic.
I burned all my books.
I have a such surprise when I think about it.
All my work..
It is the biggest pleasure at the time to destroy your beloved nice painted brand new goods having finger print of Greese and sweat from your initial touchiest
I can believe I'm doing this.
I have ignore all my friend, away.
You can't imagine how the bottom of this journey would be like.
Did you know that you can live without food more than three decades?
More than that.
Imagine that how it would be like sending cans of soda and cranberries juice in all sides of Africa and Romania. The television rate would explode just knowing there is a god. Live at Sex channel, every Mondey and Saturday at 9 a.m.
Wouldn't be that grate ?
To measure a human straight influence amongst his inmate versus Gods miracle for salvation.
Actually is not that late to do something good for someone.
Make a generous gift without taking nothing back but in a very while time.
That's is.
Suicide every and each time you need. But rage them all.
The time has arrived
I hide myself from death
I look upon me
I see the sky and the water land throwing stones against my head
My head ..
I saw the ocean flowing into a small path dirty. Hole turning in blood in ground
They are starving for blood
Smell the origins of ruine combo
Shall I see the death in one living
You can born death
A man who deserve respect he never knew when he was born or to live for saying how it's the death
I want to burn in hell but god won t let me
God hates me enough to see his face a eternaly!
Fuck that.. I ain't let it happen.
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